Cribber

I think I love to crib,I don't know Why i do so.
Why I need my life to be perfect ,I need to live with the flow.
Time has come,I need to change.
It seems unlikely,but I am feeling strange.

I know you have read my mind and its all over.
I need to be to the point and not hover.
Soon things will change and I will be gone for good.
I know you don't trust me but I have stood by you till the time I could.

I need someone to love me ,I need someone at my side.
It feels like I am loner and my soul has just died.
I could be rude to you or hurt you by pulling your cheek.
I know I am mad and acting like a freak.

Soon I will be gone I know wouldn't have mattered,
I think I am alive but my dreams have been shattered .