Another Day of life came to me in a disguise

I found myself alone, with my useless telephone
I had take a call, which i knew will lead to my fall.
Story of life is at an unkown page ,which i can not gage
I thought life was a piece of cake,
But now feel is just fake..
I am fighting with my worst fear,
Loosing someone who is so dear.
This has changed me by far,
from a Human to a Lifeless jar.
Days end crying and in pain,
I feel my efforts are going in vain.
Try to understand dont think its fake,
As i feel our lives are at stake......